left out... :'(

dude, i know this is really stupid...but i was just reading val's blog AND I SUDDENLY FEEL SO FORGOTTEN!!!!!! and left out.....it's almost as if i wasn't EVER part of acid rush. and like they've been praccing like that all along......mann......i think it's just the whole [EOIs are here and i just got banned from concert] feeling.....but i dunno why i'm not happy that they can manage.....i was so looking forward to out "debut" man.....*haiz* ohwell.....maybe they'd be better off without me...seeing that i can't even go for a single prac EVER! since they got szeyen now and as val said to me before..."three piece still quite okay wadd...." ok...i dunno man....this whole incident is making me DAMN moody....

on the other hand...at least i studied for 6 hrs y'dae...like....hist and chem while secretly using the net.....and chatting with joy.... :P haha! and watching/listening to buddy's stuff....

enjoy your band guys...... :