SCREW THE WHOLE WORLD!!!!!
OMG! I'M SO SORRY SZEYEN, DEBBIE AND VAL!!!!! I REALLY REALLY AM!!!!! spent the whole of yesterday crying my eyes out lahh.....
"without a thought wuthout a voice without a soul.....JUST let me die here, there ISN'T ANYTHING more...."
and like.....THE DAY BEFORE THE EXAMS!!!!! i can't believe it....it was supposed to be our first appearance....i just can't believe it.....ah!!!!!!!!!! and i actually finished memorizing build me up lyrics and FINALLY managed to play bass while singing.....I DON'T BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!! completely screwed up my SS today cos i was just feeling so lousy and all.......OMG!!!!!!!!! and it didn't help that i FLUNKED my english PT writeup......and everyone was just busy rubbing it in about how badly they did when they got like.....70% and above......HELLO!!!!!! I FAILED!!!!!!! FAILED ok????? now are you happy??? omg....my life is so screwed man......i mean, that was what kept me going all along.....when i studied and did my work it was what motivated me....now i really don't see the point of continuing school.....i know most of you will think that's really stupid cos that's not all that school is about but i really don't care.....it's not as if i do well in anything in school at all (other than PE)...and even so i always fail my NAPFA so what's the point????? if i go out and get my own job then i don't have to live with that woman......it's not really all her fault but she KNEW that that was gonna be a HUGE blow to me.....it's just not fair.....if you're gonna screw up my social life least you can do is to give some concessions in the area of school stuff right?????
OMG! this is so FUCKED UP man.....almost cried this morning when i got my marks cos it's like, I HAVEN'T EVEN GOTTEN OVER MY LOSS OF YESTERDAY MAN!!!!! and now i screwed up SS really badly.....MAN!!!!! what else can go wrong will definitely go wrong.....I SWEAR! thing is i'm not prepared.......
I WAS SO HAPPY! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO BURST MY BUBBLE???????
OMG! I'M REALLY SORRY GUYS! don't let me down pls??? think of me when you're playing kay??? :) hopefully we can still continue this some other time.....
SZE YEN! you've got REAL talent.....give it all u got......
DEBBIE! you work the hardest......
and VAL! thanks for being so ON with me......i'm just praying that i can do the LSL with you......
see you guys around.....like.....after term3 break.... :( i'll miss acid rush.!
"without a thought wuthout a voice without a soul.....JUST let me die here, there ISN'T ANYTHING more...."
and like.....THE DAY BEFORE THE EXAMS!!!!! i can't believe it....it was supposed to be our first appearance....i just can't believe it.....ah!!!!!!!!!! and i actually finished memorizing build me up lyrics and FINALLY managed to play bass while singing.....I DON'T BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!! completely screwed up my SS today cos i was just feeling so lousy and all.......OMG!!!!!!!!! and it didn't help that i FLUNKED my english PT writeup......and everyone was just busy rubbing it in about how badly they did when they got like.....70% and above......HELLO!!!!!! I FAILED!!!!!!! FAILED ok????? now are you happy??? omg....my life is so screwed man......i mean, that was what kept me going all along.....when i studied and did my work it was what motivated me....now i really don't see the point of continuing school.....i know most of you will think that's really stupid cos that's not all that school is about but i really don't care.....it's not as if i do well in anything in school at all (other than PE)...and even so i always fail my NAPFA so what's the point????? if i go out and get my own job then i don't have to live with that woman......it's not really all her fault but she KNEW that that was gonna be a HUGE blow to me.....it's just not fair.....if you're gonna screw up my social life least you can do is to give some concessions in the area of school stuff right?????
OMG! this is so FUCKED UP man.....almost cried this morning when i got my marks cos it's like, I HAVEN'T EVEN GOTTEN OVER MY LOSS OF YESTERDAY MAN!!!!! and now i screwed up SS really badly.....MAN!!!!! what else can go wrong will definitely go wrong.....I SWEAR! thing is i'm not prepared.......
I WAS SO HAPPY! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO BURST MY BUBBLE???????
OMG! I'M REALLY SORRY GUYS! don't let me down pls??? think of me when you're playing kay??? :) hopefully we can still continue this some other time.....
SZE YEN! you've got REAL talent.....give it all u got......
DEBBIE! you work the hardest......
and VAL! thanks for being so ON with me......i'm just praying that i can do the LSL with you......
see you guys around.....like.....after term3 break.... :( i'll miss acid rush.!
posted by ~gen~ at 9:39:00 AM
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